hmmm

"Healing, is when you don't feel a thing"

after having a pretty intense dream

where yet again i was accompanied by someone who seems to be haunting me.

and yes...hes still alive.

i dont know what it is...but it seems my "feelings"

do nothing but get in the way...

even when i try my hardest to let go

and get rid of them...

they haunt my life.

i dont know what to do anymore

the only thing that seems perfectly logical

is to simply not FEEL.

the only emotion i want to keep

is laughter...

i dont want any personal feelings about anyone

if you dont feel, you wont get hurt right?

so plan B..

have everything mean nothing...

wish me luck.