and i cant say i was disappointed with my decision.
i went to visit my high school
although i promised to never walk those hallways again.
but once i left, sadness took over.
and it took two years for me to realize how much i missed it.
in HS i did nothing but bitch and complain about wanting to be free
i didnt want to have to listen to anyone
i was tired of the fucking dress code
and i was sick of always being in trouble.
but a teacher was able to remind me how i was never in school
and as she was talking about days in class
days that i was unable to remember
because i was either mentally gone, or physically gone.
i missed out on some good times.
but it was also nice to remember all the great times.
my best friend coming out of high school
was able to reminisce with me.
we walked the halls recognizing that everything has changed
it had only been two years, and everything was different.
and it wasn't just the school...it was us.
her and i will never be the same kids we were in high school
and i think it saddened both of us...
although we did have some laughs at the school today
the ride home was quiet (at first, we cant shut up for too long)
knowing that this is the last year we are officially teenagers,
hit us hard.
its a sad time when you realize your adolescence will never come back.
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