and to this day i haven't found a cure
possibly shutting of the internet so i cant look at the latest john mayer twitter
or so i cant visit OMG! to read the latest gossip
and then! when it gets real bad
i feel like i make up websites to visit just because it sounds so much better than homework
not only do i have homework everyday
i dream about it when i sleep
(thats when i actually get the chance)
im living off of 2 cups of coffee a day.
I've been telling everyone that sometimes
i wish
i had more to rely on then just my brain
too bad i wasn't ridiculously tall and skinny
so i could model
or too bad i didn't have the talent (or lack of stage fright) to be an actress
even a struggling one would be nice
or too bad i wasn't some crazy prodigy
who knew how to play every instrument
or have a good enough voice to sing!
but nope.
i have to join the millions who attend college
just so i can one day pray for a job
that will make me enough money to survive
and that will make me happy enough to want to.
fuck my life?
i think so.
now back to the books.
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