reckless

part of growing up

is realizing you are not invincible.

you dont have superhero strength 

and bad things do happen no matter what age.

im guilty of thinking that bad things happen to people

but nothing will happen to me

im safe

i know how to drive

i know not to talk or follow strangers

and everything i do is safe and FINE!

just as i know most of you think the same

we are young adults

who wish we could party everyday

(or for some of us..we do)

but as much as we dont like to admit it...

drinking and/or drugs

lead to stupidity

my cousin was in an accident last night

because him and his friends

were drinking 

he fell and hit his head

and is now in intensive care.

the doctors said he wouldnt be the same

but luckily at around 7

he started to talk again

and is able to move his body

they still dont know everything about his condition 

but he is making progress

i love you kurtis 

and i hope this was an eye opener

not only for you 

but for everyone.

i wish it didnt have to happen like this

but i guess they were right to say God works in mysterious ways.

i love you 

you are my life!

as much as i bitch at you 

its only because i feel someone needs to watch over you

but you are a fighter

and i know you are going to be 100% better!

<3

So i've been realizing that it isnt normal

to go through as many friends as i have

and its not that we just grow apart

something major always happens

and it grows towards a hatred of eachother

and at first...i was always just like fuck it

their loss type of attitude

but now....maybe its my fault?

naw fuck it!

hahahah

<3

music mags

no idea how or why, but lately i've been getting rolling stone, spin and blender in the mail

not that im complaining

but i am COMPLETELY tired of seeing U2 on the cover

especially now that Bono feels the need to look like Billy Joe Armstrong

so annoying

that is all

<3

What Would Jane Do?

The Jane Austen Book Club

After being completely bitter towards anything romantic and even remotely cute

i decided to sit down and watch this movie (thanks to my new cable)

i love Jane Austen (although i havent read everything) but i did enjoy how this movie used

her novels as a rule book.

Yes. it has everything that comes with a love story, but with a slight twist...

each equally craves love and attention and each character is completely different

and not to mention you have some nice eye candy (zan efron look-a-like works for me anyday)

as i was watching the movie i instantly thought i must blog about this 

and all my great one liners flew out the window

cause i had to check emails and messages first (im lame)

but all in all

this movie made me want to throw in another love story

and cry about how i have no one!

who doesnt want a day like that?

but all in all

watch this movie ASAP!

<3

fhgkjfdgh

i havent blogged in a while

my bizzad.

ive been super effing busy with school

and it sucks!

but i have enjoyed staying home more

chillin with the fam

and hanging out with the few friends i do have

so all is well

but i am excited for this spring break

i need to get started on planning my partay!

and im thinking that i dont want gifts

i just want everyone to go with me to disneyland the next day!

although that may be more than a gift

but im sure you will enjoy it!

so yeah.

this was informative

and pointless all at the same time.

<3